planning on going to hepburn springs/daylesford sometime in dec for a relaxing weekend with the parents..
but where to stay???
when everywhere accomodation in the country looks like my house.
timber floors, timber blinds, red walls and fire place.
the "cosy country" theme. the getaway from the city life.

now i gotta find a modern place in the country?!?!?

makes me want to throw up.
thats how horrid it is.

i could go on about it.
but then.
i don't wanna remember the nasty memories.

so many things to say.
and yet no time to put up
the photos from my farewell at m last job..
the new house.. its mess and my messy room , still being whipped into shape.
baking..
my new job. so clique-y and bitchy
finding some genuinely nice people along the way. who have been so positive and encouraging to me. "We can see what its like in your department. But just continue being who you are, you don't have to change for others."
its been long and tiring.
Even tho she is miles away(and despite her sometimes annoyingness), dear dor can still provide so much encourgament to me in all circumstances.
Thank God for her.
i dozed off on the beanbag next to the fireplace this evening. my regular evening nap (as all who has lived with me will know)
except this time.. i had my feet up on the ledge of the fireplace getting toasty. it was SO comfy.
i had a hard time getting up.
gotta sleep.
its another day tommorow.