at least i know i will never be a druggie.
i. hate. needles.

we were doing this really interesing inservice on dry needling... sort of acupuncture, western style
and at the end of it,
had to poke ourselves with a needle so we know what the sensation's like.
ie.. numbness.. tingling.. etc
and i COULDN'T.
i was turing a paler shade of white
with the needle (still) unjabbed/untapped stuck on the back of my hand
going" ouch! i can feel it already! its painful!"
(u know.. the feeling u get when u stick a pin into ur hand and get the sharp, pointy pain)
so someone else had to tap it into my hand
well.
it STILL HURT.

but i really want to do a course on it in the near future.
(so i can jab others)
how ironic.