so.
i took a deep breath
and picked up the phone
......
and said no (again) to another job offer.
and this time.
absolutely no regrets
(i did and still do a tinge with the 1st job.. cos i really wanted it)
feeling all light as a feather inside
and a peaceful happy.
weighed up all the pros and cons last night
and THANK YOU to
you for being all practical with job tips with me
And Lauren.. for sharing her experiences in clinic with me
just knowing, i wasn't going to learn or grow or be happy in the next 12 mths.
yeah.
happy
thats so impt to me
then all u pple will have to put up with a grumpy/depressed joy for the next year.
haha.
and i honestly couldn't say "yes" to the qn of whether i'll be able to look forward to work everyday.
so.
thats it.
Some times, it all feels so uncertain.
Like i dunno where i'm going.
but its ok!
"
The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you "Deut 31:8
So.
Looking forward once again!
;)
