i was SO stressed up studying for exams...
then i called lauren..
and ended up talking for an hr..

and she totally de-stressed me with her crap..
and yups.. all the stress has gone out of my head
its bad in a way.
i feel so relaxed and happy
but i feel ready to study the whole night now!
WOO!~
i think its all the happy hormones from the laughing..

think i will be going regional next yr most prob..
thinking long and hard abt working in the city hospitals..
and i feel.. even though i get a job..
i wouldn't be happy.
sure.. it looks great on the resume.. and u get heaps and heaps of experience..
but.. satisfaction wise : 0

just not cut out to be a big hospital physio first out i reckon.
of course.. there are lots of fears working country,..
like the moving... and lonliness and lack of friends.
i am scared.
so so scared.
yet i feel a peace within me when i think of working regional as a career. like.. i feel comfortable.. like.. thats where i'm meant to be.
its just where now.
God, its in Your hands.