i'm crying and crying and crying as i write this.
all my big fat tears rolling down my cheeks i can taste the saltiness of it.
my dad wrote me a poem today.
i knew i was going to cry before i opened the email.
knew it.
and i thank you for everything.
for loving me so much.
for just so many memories.. as we all grow one year older.
of how much you miss me.
how i feel.. when i see the kids at kinder growing up.. thinking of them 10-15 years down the track..
and i think of you, and how you must feel. seeing me grow up. seeing me leaving home.
seeing me.. on the cusp of being an adult in this big world.
i've got so many big dreams..
ready to fly
but i guess i'll always be a little girl.
your little girl
i know you always want the best for me in everything
to give me every opportunity.
how u feel sad when u scream at me.. teaching me parking..
and i don't even remember it later on when i am reminded.
though mom and dad.. u will never readthis,
(and yes i will give them a lovely reply)
i love you so much.
