i don't know why..
but i haven't been sleeping well the whole past week..
just CAN'T SLEEP!

tried sleeping at 3am.. and STILL woke up at 7am this morn..
i think i'm getting so desperate to get a GOOD solid nights sleep.. i'm actually dreaming about going to sleep!

how bad is that.

dreamt i was in hospital.. doing my placement.. and was telling a doctor who was passing by that i couldn't sleep..
and he cheerfully took out this big fat syringe out of his coat and said "Don't worry! i'll have u asleep in 10 mins!"
And i remember feeling so happy! (seeing him inject my arm!!)
and then i was walking around a ward bed (as if i was a patient) waiting for drowsiness to hit me.. and then a nurse came in and tucked me into bed..
and for some reason.. flo ( YES, YOU!) turned up at my bedside (u were my course mate on placement with me.. haha) and said u were sick and wanted to go home early..
and i was very happily saying " Okay!"
and then..
I WOKE UP.
arghs.

so defeated the purpose of my dream.